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Wednesday, April 20, 2005
So, once upon a time there was a horse named Kitty. She was a beautiful Palomino, (that means tan body and bright mane and tail). She was a beauty, but one day, a rain storm pounded the country side and all the color was washed away from the world. Even from Kitty! She was so outraged she decided to go on a journey to the magical land of the faries, and find her hero, the famous Video game star, Link. (From the Zelda games) She traveled for days and days, and finaly she came to the land of the faries, but she could not find Link. It turned out he had died some years earlier after having his crushed by Zelda. Poor Link! But she decided she must help her country-side become beautiful again, so she asked the faries if they could help. They said 'no' and Kitty went on her way. She walked and walked, and came to the Land of Oz, where she found a Lion with bows in his hair, she asked his name and he replied "My name is the Un-cowardly Lion, my dear" Kitty was very amazed by this large and somewhat scary beast, but she asked him if he knew how to get the color back. He said no, but that she should go searching for the Wonderful Wizard of Oz, who had flown away in a hot-air balloon many years earlier. She said ok, and took off to find this Wonderful Wizard. Again, she walked and walked, her small legs carrying her far as they could everyday. Then one day as she was walking through a forrest, she spied a brightly colored deflated balloon in the trees! She was so elated, thinking that she had finally found the Wizard, but alas, all that was left of this man was bones, apparently he was broken his neck during the flight and had perrished and rotted in that forrest. Distraught by this sight Kitty galloped away and soon came across a town. "Why hasnt anyone noticed the dead man yea" she thought to herself, she soon realized it was because everyone in the town was also dead... By this time, I'm sure you can imagine that Kitty was very hungry, so she started to eat the perished people, and their bones. Then she turned around and started her way back to the country-side. When she arrived there all of her friends cheered her! She ahd brought color back to the land! But how did she do it? Who knows? Kitty died a week later from a stomach infection.... The moral of this story is, horses should not eat rotting people.
Posted at 09:59 pm by Jazzykat
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Sunday, April 03, 2005
SO, no party. Sorry guys, just not up to it. The surgery went well, but typing is hard on me. I know i had surgery on my tummy and its hindering my typing skills. Suxor. I love you guys. Ill have a party sometime, but not for awhile. I dont think i could stomach cake, and I cant stay awake for more than 20 minutes. Ill be better in a week but not great. Oh man, my scars are gonna be sweet. love to all.
Posted at 11:01 am by Jazzykat
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Monday, March 28, 2005
surgery on Friday.... Party April 9th..... pretty much if you read this blog, you're invited. Check with me first. Girls only, 80's rock theme. Uhhhm, This party may not happen, i dont know how long its gonna take to recover. Ill talk toa ll in turn
Posted at 10:15 pm by Jazzykat
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So today. Tattoos, piercings, geting my feelings tramped on, getting a long-time 'dream' (big want) totatly turned to dust.... man, youre my best friend, and you think my Big want would be SATANIC!? yea, ok...... So, i was going through some old books, and i found a note-card with Megs' handwriting on it. Its about a cat she nursed back to health. Im sure it was from middle school or something. I think i kinda vaguely remember it. She was sucha a staple of my middle school life. Megs has always been such a rock for me. I dunno, shes just a good bud. i don't really talk to much of anyone these days, but i know, pretty much, if i need anything i can call her. Cuz ya know why? Shes megs. ............. oh yea, and I love my ipod.
Posted at 10:13 pm by Jazzykat
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Sunday, March 20, 2005
quote of the day: "you made me smile a smile that speaks to you for itself." -Marcus
Posted at 12:04 pm by Jazzykat
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Monday, March 14, 2005
the kids are sad for mommy and daddy
why is this hurting ME so much? I don't really know why. It was such a 'culture' shoch to me when i found out. First of all that you were changing your life, and then, changing it EVEN MORE! I do not like him right now. He is the reason you are not together, and it makes me sad. Mommys and daddys with a life and a future need to stay togetehr. I talked to him on the fone, and I have never heard that kind of panic before. He needs you back, he loves you. Hes just trying to protect himself. I love you mommy, but I think you went about this the very wrong way. I trust you, but this, this is wrong. You meet this guy and he takes over your life. Ok, so you need something to check out, to see if daddy really is the right man for you... But he always thought you guys would be together forever, he thought you needed him as much as he needs you. Hes heartbroken. How can this be happening. And YES HIS HAIR WAS PURPLE.
Posted at 08:15 pm by Jazzykat
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Saturday, March 05, 2005
bruce springseein madona way before nirvana there was U2 and blondie and music still on MTV
So, I'm kind of scared.... If you know me. you probably know about my back hurting. It fucks up dates, and it fucks up dances, and it fucked up my birthday. Well, as it turns out I have gall stones, and the most common way to take care of them is to get my gall bladder removed completely. thats freaking scary. I don't want weird people sticking weird things inside my abdominal cavity and extracting something I NEED. It's a scary though... Maybe they can do something else. I dont wanna have surgery.... Oh, the party is postponed until further notice. Ill contact everyone with the time/ date. sorry.
Posted at 04:38 pm by Jazzykat
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Monday, February 28, 2005
quote of the day: Cheers dahling -Mac
Posted at 10:17 pm by Jazzykat
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Wednesday, February 23, 2005
No, blogdrive, i DONT wanna subscribe!! I want good old fashioned noncommercialized blogdrive! So today, all in all not a bad day at all. Tomorrow is my birthday, im loving the birthdayness. Im PISSED off though, because I have a game tomorrow, a game on friday and Lionel hampton on saturday... that mean ZERO PARTYING TIME!!!! It all gets better on sunday though, because it is my happy one year anniversary with the AveMan. We're spending the whole freaking day together. !! Movies and food and love and 'love'. and we're gonna recreate our subway on the rocks.
Sooo.... he told me he was going out to coffee with Ariel today. and I kinda flipped a bitch. I wasnt mad, at all, its just.. they have history.. and by history I mean """history""". So, yea, it made me feel a little weird. Ok so, "Flipping a Bitch" is totaly the wrong verb for me to be using, i didnt flip at all, i just got.. weirded out. She doesnt like me, she glares at me, so automatically i guess that means she wants Ave back... So, but that was a looong time ago, so, i dunno. I finally came to my dumb senses and told him to go. (But I also told him to think about if he was where I am, and Russell asked me to go get coffee with him or something, how would that make Avery feel?) I mean, it's totaly my fault Ave never hangs out withanyone. And its his fault I dont hang out with anyone. Its just the way we are. So, I told him to go, and Im glad I did, because now i can sit back, and trust. Not sit back and worry about what they're doing, i am sitting here, trusting in him. Its sad it took me 5 minutes to figure outI have absolutely fucking nothing to worry about, but hey. I have alot on my mind these days!.. andyways,
Im gonna look soo cute on my birthday!!! I have a great outfit all picked out! Whee! very girly!... I hope i gets balloons.. they make me sooo happy! Lacee said she cant get me any, because her g-ma wont let her... but oh well, if i dont get any, ill just remember the ones I got Lacee for her birthday!! 19 balloons! Whee! okie dokie, im gonna go now. Im done. Except, I miss my Aubee.
Posted at 06:23 pm by Jazzykat
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Sunday, February 13, 2005
Come to me my angel of music
So, blogdrive has comercialized... SOOO, I LOVE The Phantom of the Opera. It was amazing, and beautiful, and made me cry so hardcore! and oh wow.,... Im so in love with love! Happy (early) Valentines day every one. I love this! More later.
Posted at 04:12 pm by Jazzykat
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In blinded mind you are singing
A glorious hallelujah
The distant flutter of angels
They're all too far, too far to reach for you
"only when we look inside ourselves, do we really see the hidden beast below. It waits, for it's patience is forever, yet human psyche is fragile. Tempt not the dark desires of your heart"
-Alex Thew
Playground school bell rings again
Rain clouds come to play again
Has no one told you sheīs not breathing?
Hello, I'm your mind giving you
Someone to talk to
Hello
If I smile and donīt believe
Soon I know Iīll wake from this dream
Donīt try to fix me, Iīm not broken
Hello, I'm the lie living for you so you can hide
Donīt cry
Suddenly I know Iīm not sleeping
Hello, Iīm still here
All thatīs left of yesterday
And I wonder if you ever think about me anymore,
And I wonder if you ever think about me when you're bored,
And I wonder if you ever think about me when you're hanging in New York...
And I wonder if you still think Bono writes his songs for you,
And I wonder if the reasons why you left me were untrue,
And I wonder if you give him more excuses than the ones I got from you...
Because girl you mean,
so much to me,
I wish that we could
Start it over, start it over
I don't need your sympathy,
or apologies
Cuz i'm staring in my coffee cup
its 6 am
and I can not feel right
And I wonder if you're happy or just glad to see me scarred,
Do my drunken self confessions sober up your bleeding heart?
I am bending over backwards to get close to you
but still I feel so far
Because girl you mean,
so much to me,
I wish that we could
Start it over, start it over
I don't need your sympathy,
or apologies
Cuz i'm staring in my coffee cup
its 6 am
and I can not feel right
Girl you mean so much to me
I wish that we could start it over
I don't need your sympathy
or apologies...no more...
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Come with me in the twilight of a summer night for awhile
Tell me of a story never ever told in the past
Take me back to the land
Where my yearnings were born
The key to open the door is in your hand
Now fly me there
Fanatics find their heaven in never ending storming wind
Auguries of destruction be a lullaby for rebirth
Consolations, be there
In my dreamland to come
The key to open the door is in your hand
Now take me there
I believe in fantasies invisible to me
In the land of misery I'm searchin' for the sign
To the door of mystery and dignity
I'm wandering down, and searchin' down the secret sun
Come with me in the twilight of a summer night for awhile
Tell me of a story never ever told in the past
Take me back to the land
Where my yearnings were born
The key to open the door is in your hand
Now take me there
to the land of twilight
Perfect by nature
Icons of self indulgence
Just what we all need
More lies about a world that
Never was and never will be
Have you no shame? Don't you see me?
You know you've got everybody fooled
Look here she comes now
Bow down and stare in wonder
Oh how we love you
No flaws when you're pretending
But now I know she:
Never was and never will be
You don't know how you've betrayed me
And somehow you've got everybody fooled
Without the mask
Where will you hide?
Can't find yourself
Lost in your lies
I know the truth now
I know who you are
And I don't love you anymore
It never was and never will be
You don't know how you've betrayed me
And somehow you've got everybody fooled
It never was and never will be
You're not real and you can't save me
Somehow now you're everybody's fool
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